xmas vacation

Vacation time is here once again! I have no plans, unfortunately. I would love to go some place warm, like Hawaii! But, alas we are staying here! Thats ok, I plan to veg for the next two weeks! I have to work 2 days this week, then im off to do nothing! YEAH!

Nails

I want to go to school to be a nail tech. The husband says I cant right now, so instead of going to school to learn, I decided to try it out on my own! Not too bad, I did my sisters (twice) and only one of my hands! Ppl at church saw what I did and volunteered to be my ginny pigs too! :o) Practice makes perfect ya know~

Weather

ok so for the last 2 winters, it has snowed and snowed and snowed some more, we couldnt wait till all the snow was gone and now that it is winter again it seem somehow weird with no snow! It has been raining and raining and raining! I just hope this means we will be busy all winter long with ppl needing gutters! x our fingers!

14 Years Later

Sunday, mu husband and I celebrated 14 years of marriage! Time sure has flown by! I would of never imagined that it would of passed so quickly! To celebrate we went xmas shopping, and then to costco for food shopping then off to the regular market to buy the remaining items we couldnt get at costco. He made me our anniversary dinner, STEAK, potatoes, broccoli, and a roll! YUMMY! Then we retired to the bedroom to watch the season finally of survivor! All in All a very good day!

! feeling !

Where are all my friends? I mean my real friends, not just acquaintances... I feel lost, Its the holidays and I feel like I am not wanted by anyone except family! I never get invited to anyone's home, or holiday partys~ Am I alone in this feeling? I think that feelings are WAY over rated! I hate them!

Life

I feel like I am at the cross roads in my life, I feel like I havent accomplished any thing real in my life... I feel like I dont have a real career, I dont have a real life! Why am I feeling like this? I feel as if my age is becoming more important, more real, more indefant! I feel like life has an ending and before I go there to my end, I want my life to mean something, I want to be someone special, I want to be recongnized!

Book Writing

I have started my first book. I am excited, I hope this is the first of many! I want to take a writing class in college, but I dont see where I will be able to make the time! Life is so busy! Just adding more and more~!

Car Wreck

YUP, thats right! I was involved in yet another car accident! This time I wasnt driving, it doesnt matter cause once again it wasnt our fault! It was a rear end! My back hurts, my hips hurt, my shoulder hurts! WHY ME? I am like a freakin magnet here, ppl keep running me over..... HEY PPL STAY THE HECK AWAY FROM ME AND MY CAR!

Gramma

I got bad new the other day! My gramma wasnt feeling well so they took her to the doctors, turns out her heart has a leak and its back washing into her lungs! They recommended a doctor in the phoenix, AZ hospital, she saw him, they admitted her in the hospital to give her a medicine that would help dry up her lungs to breathe better.... BUT, (and yes there is a BIG BUT) they did other tests and discovered that her heart valve is working over time and she needs it replaced ASAP! They said she wasnt going to live without the surgery... they said she might not live til monday when the surgery is! I am distrot! This is my last gramma, she is MY gramma! We are really close and have always been that way ever since I was a baby! She is mine and I dont know what I will do if she passes away! Mom and dad left today to go see her and be by her side for the operation! She has so much life in her, i hope this isnt the end! I have been praying for her, and I know im not the only one. Life just wont ever be the same again if she isnt here in my life!