Mouring the loss

I feel like part of me has died. I lost the best thing about me recently and I fear I will never get it back. I have my good days and my bad days and days in between. I feel like the light is fading into the foggy sea shore. My light house no longer has a purpose.

9 more days

In 9 days the boys head off to school once again. Byron will be the new kid at his school again this year. He is in Middle high (7th grade) this year. He will have to walk a mile every day to the bus stop and then home another mile. This wont be bad until he is running late or when the weather is nasty out.

Darrin and Aaron have it a lot easier this year. They are going to a familiar school (same as last year) so they have friends and the same bus stop too! Right in front of our house! YEAH them! They use to have to walk 6/10 of a mile to the stop, I requested at the beginning of the year to move it closer to the house and it took til the last week of school before the moved the bus to the house! WOW! Slow, right? I sure hope Byron's bus wont take that long to get moved.

Twitter

I love Facebook and it took a while but I got the hang of it... can anyone explain to me how twitter works and what its purpose is? Thanks!

Math, English &CNA classes

N.I.C. started last week. So now I am a "real" college student.

I have started math which is so annoying because I once was great at math and now I am in beginners math... so frustrating. Oh well I will be top of the class! I have math on Tues & Thurs nights.

I also started an English class... (Heather you would love it) its creative writing. I only have it once a week. A 3 hour class. I liked my first one but this week we have to read our essays in front and I'm a little bit nervous about it.

My C.N.A. Class is going well. I am learning a lot and loving it. The teacher is great and my fellow students are so kind and nice. I have a huge test tomorrow. I am passing this class just fine, I just wished I was at the top of my class. My sister was 99% in her class. I am less. But then again she is working as a C.N.A so she has more training then I do.

Over all I am doing well and loving it. I am gone to class every day except for on Fri, Sat and Sun.

First day of school

Today was my first day at my CNA class.... LOVED IT. No work really to speak of for the first day. Got to tour the places are clinical's will be at... that was great. I cant wait to get started.

New songs

I have currently written 4 new songs. I am very excited about them. Not sure where they will lead me, if any where, but all the same, I am pleased!

Dinner with Schmucks

Went out on date night last night and saw this movie. It was so funny, I laughed so hard. Even Brett laughed and its hard to get him to laugh at things I find funny! Its a must see!

Sunday

I hate Sundays

Clothes

Aaron put his size 10 pants on the other day and they wont fit. He is now wearing his 3 year older brothers pants that fit him perfectly. He also weighs now 80 lbs. He now weighs more than this older brother. He isnt fat by any means. He just hit a growth spurt. Time to go clothes shopping for school and pack up all his others for his twin cousins.

Hands

Byron put his hand up to my hand this morning and its the same size as MINE! Yikes, he is only 12 1/2. He is going to be a Big boy!

College

I start school tomorrow. With along the CNA class that I am taking I will also be taking math and English. I cant wait. I am so excited! :o) Its been 16 years since I was last at college. Im not nervous (yet)!