Sad

This week has been hard on the family. WE have realized we aren't independently wealthy (its a bummer too). We are having to make some tough choices here and soon. I know GOd is helping us along, but I wish weren't in this spot at all. We all need a vacation to get away from the everyday stress of life, time to relax and come back with renewed out look on life.

Next semester

I am gearing up for being a full time student. I am taking 13 credits, maybe more, but prob not. I will be taking biology and lab (2 different classes), math, english, psychology, maybe a PE course too, we will see. I am excited. I have my grant to pay for it and my books. Im so happy for the help.

Hunters

My oldest Byron is now an official hunter. He took hunters ED and his daddy took him to get his license. Now all he has to do is actually find a deer and shoot it. Easier said than done. They have gone out 2 weekends in a row and NOTHING. Deer are smart, they are hiding from all the crazy ppl with guns.

CNA

I have completed my CNA class, now on to take my state boards, There are 2 tests that I must pass. Wish me luck!

Facebook

If you were to look on facebook how many friends I have, Im sure it would be incorrect. Yes once upon a time, they were my friends, and I hold each of them dear to my heart, but where have they all gone? If they truly were my friends, wouldnt they really care to reach out? I love facebook, but i want REAL friends, ones who love me for me and no other reason. Ones who want to actually spend time with the REAL me!

Mouring the loss 2

I am struggling. I was in LOVE, I had a great passion for what I was doing. My heart aches, I cry. I want to stand up and scream, WHY ME? WHAT DID I EVER DO TO DESERVE THIS? Can anyone answer me these questions? My heart hurts, it throbs with pain. :o(

ENGLISH

It been forever (16 yrs) since I have been to college so I am in English 99. I am learning so much and made some pretty awesome friends. It has given me the renewed strength to write my tell all book. The road that was traveled that brought me to this spot in life, I how I here! Sure you may think... what could Holly write about, nothing exciting about her, well you will be surprised!

Life Changes

Has it ever changed! I went back to school in Aug. for my CNA and I enrolled in NIC for my pre req's for the RN program. Right now I am constantly busy with work, school, and trying to be there for my boys. I feel like I barely have time to breath. I miss my family, my husband the most. On the brighter side of things, I LOVE school and I love nursing. I am in clinical's right now. I have gone to work in pediatric's and also in radiology. I love them both and am having a blast. Only 3 more classes scheduled till the big test and then I am off to pass the boards. I am happy GOD brought here to this new career. I hope I will be able to help my family out with the financial burden and to be able to have "fun" money plus be able to support my kids through college when the time comes. I love my family and cant even imagine it falling apart.