Sunday, January 2, 2011

The horror

Why is life so freaking hard? All my life, Ive had one thing after another to deal with... now its another. Im not sure that I can handle much more stress and sadness in my life. I thought life was getting to the greatness that I know it can be, but then BOOM, A giant earthquake moves my world and sends me back into the dismal spinning chaotic shattered world that I belong to. Up and down and spinning around, life throwing hair pin turns at you while you try to steer the imaginary car. I feel more like the passenger in this so called life than the driver. When do I get to create the perfect world I so long to be in? When do I get to be on easy street? Will I ever end up in paradise?

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  1. My heart goes out to you guys as you go through this hard time. I have no right to say I know what you are going through because I don't know. The only thing I can say is that if you are looking for peace and a paradise here on earth, you are looking in the wrong place. This earth will have multiple dissapointments and you will never find what you are looking for here. You will never walk the easy street here as long as you are on God's side. Put your trust, hopes and dreams in God. Look for that perfect world that we will be in for eternity with God. That is the kind of peace and paradise that does not disapoint :) We love you.

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  2. Thank you Nohe. You are very kind.

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